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Monday, October 20, 2008

An Update! :)))

record. it's been a mth since i've blogged but im back alive n kicking heh. nt tat ive no time to blog but there's seriously nth to blog abt during the hols. seriously.

the first week of the new sem was fun i guess. compared to the hols. u mus be kidding to doubt this. i guess sch feels like home more than anything else!

since i dun hv the inspiration to blog more abt it then i guess i shant heh. what brought be back to my blog's the fact tat i came back from dinner full n i dun wanna lie on the couch to watch some lame dancing show from taiwan :p no offence though i guess im just not in the mood. not after this.

was at the foodcourt having dinner when this huge 200-pound guy came in. i din c it but i guess he koppped food frm the stalls without paying. it was when the chicken rice stall guy came shouting at the top of his lungs tat i realised the presence of the commotion. a lady then came by n had a word with the guy. well guess wad. he ignored everyone n continued eating like nobody's business, finishing 3 plates of rice dishes n leaving just like tat. of course in the midst of the action the manager came, the captain came, but nth viable was done to restrain him. i guess thet might have thought it might not be worth it after all to possibly get injured over a few dollars worth of food. but i bet u this aint the first time this guy did it n this aint gonna be the last. n if he's gonna do it often enough he's gonna meet with ppl brave enoough to restrain him n call the cops. u might even see him in the news, so watch out for the 200-pound guy. he might be visiting ur foodcourt soon so calling all brave hearts n brave souls out there, if u see him this is ur chance for glory! :)

p.s. rmb to thank me after tat, of course :p (relax lah, just kidding, haha)

You leave me breathless…{8:35 PM}
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Monday, September 15, 2008

wah wah wah wah wah. wah seh. dust has certainly nt only collected but settled here.

it's been a long time, n a diffult one too. but as always the path to righteousness is never supoosed to be easy; praise God tt he has always been my guide :)

the exams werewhere i've left off. it ended somewhat in self doubt i must admit. as always itá probably the Great Expectations which causes the perception of pressure. i was so drained by the end of it all n almost failed to make it for the cruise.

the cruise wasz a great time of letting things go i guess. ppl were falling ill n i was holding up miraculaously with total slp during the 4 nites euqalling my record in a single day some 4 yrs ago. imagine 4 nites of slp which i cud hav had in 1. tt's serious deficeincy.

n tt probably did me in latr on after the cruise. the day i came back it was lunchtime. as i had nth to do i decicedd to slp even though i wasnt exactly tired. n guess wad when i woke up i was more tired than b4 i had any slp. then tat nite the same thing happened. i wasnt tired, but i went to bed, n the next day it was worse.

endured a headache throughout fligh to kl, arrived, had dinner, watch cultural show n went to slp. next dae woke up to a horror sore throat. it seemed as if my throat completely dried up during the nite n it was really killing me. managed to buy chocs for a choc buffet for my bd party, had dinner atop the kl tower, watch wall e the next dae n taat probabbly summed up the kl trp. all with the horrible sore throat to endure with of course.

coming back was terrible. the whole of last week i rested like i was bed ridded. i was supposed to begin job hunting but my sore throat spoilt everything. i was distraught. finally things let up by time the mid week internatonals were on i had a gd nite of football. weekend came it was mostly at home on sat watching liv man u n calling it a dae.

n finally after 2 weeks off it's back to church. same old situation but i guess i was tired out as i had been home all week n suddenly i was out all dae. today woke up n found a completely similar situation. how am i gonna survie the next 4 weeks?

it seems im gonna be stuck at home no matter how hard i try. for one it always seems it isnt God's will i worked; always divine intervention kicks in when i try. n when i try to arrange to go out there never seems to be a common available tiem. ahem. ah. when things doesnt seem to work u get a lil frustrated, but tat's life after all i guess. omg. i dun wan to be a prisoner again. i certainly dun wan an encore.

You leave me breathless…{11:40 AM}
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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Faith

hey world. the weather says it all.

it's been a crazy week of no sch, olympics, and then the exams. i was so thankful maths was the first paper. cuz it's a non content based subject. then came essit which was =.= finish in an hr we had 2. i bet mktg wud b the complete opposite.

tmr mktg. todae church. ytd madness. was freaked out studying mktg, went out at 9 came back at 1 slept 6 hrs went to church n dunno how caught the sneezing fit gradually as the day passsed. now i feel like hell again n with a killer paper tmr it's nt a nice feeling at all.

wad's gonna take me thru? i tink nth else except faith.

You leave me breathless…{5:30 PM}
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Olympic Break

wow. when was the last time i blogged. seriously.

it's the olympics n instead of studying frantically for exams im watching the games feverently instead. wud hav been a lie if i'd told ya auss nt worried :p

been blown away by 2 power packed sermons todae. 2 very contrasting msgs but 2 very powerful msgs nonetheless. been abit spritualy drained recently, having put all my emotions on the line perhaps, worrying unecessarily incessantly. but that's wad love n concern is after all. it's makes u go crazy. but God recharges me with His word. peter wagner's msg on spritual warfare put some weight on me, but pastor prince's grace msg on sin offering lifted me even higher. now that's wad i call true balance.

with the durian season over it's surely another thing tt'll make me feel the pain :(

and the exams next week, wow. it's sure gonna take a whole lot of faith. i believe.

You leave me breathless…{5:10 PM}
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Praying With Emotions

woah. it's been oneheck of a tough time. when things seem tobe going well everything seems ok. when one thing falls it seems like all else follows.

it's been a crazy time. n i noe for many ppl also, y'all r feeling the stress. i can totally empatise with y'all. ndp has driven me into fatigue. 7 days a week isn't really very nice after all :( tests n projects arent very fun as well. n im worride sick for celine with all the sch stress n exam pressure until i din even sit up when serena goh announced tt i toped the class for dspt quiz 2. tat was ytd n todae was even more wah seh. my very dear fellow mr class RAP pangsehed me tgt with my proj grp ppl. i am so disappointed lah. i was sensing tt God had smth impt to speak to me thru the speaker but i missed it!! n it was done in pretty amazing style. "pretty amazing." to pop up right in the middle of the event n to drag me out for an emergency proj meetign, i told u dat was the rec of my life i've nvr been taken hostage like this b4. hur hur.

and then of course i've been emo-ng a lot lately. or so the world thinks. but i believe it's a form of prayer. let me now try to back my case. in order to do that i shall relate to the idea of speaking in toungues. i noe some of u dun believe in dat n actually i must admit i cant really do it to. but what i tink backers of the idea r trying to sae is tt it is a form of expressing smth tt u cannotexpress in words. the blah blah blah rah rah rah part i cant understand, but this i certainly can. u might rmb me, as your love advocate :p, saying tt certain things like matters of the heart cannot fully be expressed in words. in fact, not even in actions. u can nvr fully express urself through physical means. so there is the emotional side of things. some think it's the speaking in toungues part. just like some hard rockers listen to heavy metal to relief their stress or wadeva. i say there is another platform for expression – and that is thru our emotions. u see, we must me emotionally connected to God. we can me loud but not emotionally connected. but we can be silent yet emotionally connected. which one wud u choose? i certainly choose the latter.

im nt tryina put down the idea of tounges or being loud. i do not deny tt im a passionate worshipper of God n i sing with all my heart every sun in church. but i believe to be truly connected to God one must find His peace. this is an inner peace, one which might not hav to do with wad we see on the outside. the world is seeing me as an emotional being; inside of me im simply crying out to God for His peace. in tough times like these we must call upon the name of Jesus for strength. He is our only refuge n help in times of need.

apologies if i seem to hav neglected u, my friends. in actually fact i'm just trying to be closer to God. God has placed ine me a heart of love n i cant help but to fall into the hands of God.

"True love is this: when you can still love a person without his or her physical presence." – tnp 16 Jul 08

i leave u with the quote.i tink it's certainly food for thought. meanwhile do pray for me for i'll hav 3 tests of fri!!! it's certainly gonna be one heck of a Freaky Friday! till then! :)

You leave me breathless…{1:15 PM}
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Sunday, July 13, 2008

A Rare Update

hello world. i feel "fantastic" now. note the inverted commas, u noe wad i mean.

it's been a hectic few weeks of non-stop action 7 days a week since ne show 1 started. no time for rest as it's day to nite action all throughout since the euros ended n the mth of july started. time has been merciless but God has been gracious. without God i'd probably wun hav survied this testing peroid of time.

it probably all began wif unecessary worry on fri 4 july when news broke regarding the deparure of our essit n dspt tutor mr tan poy boon. i was filled wif intense worry for fear of difficulty to adjust to a new tutor. of course it was then for me to find out that my fears had totally been unecessary.

it was dat nite which i lost slp bcz of dat matter. i duly suffered fatigue the next dae on the very first ne show at marina bay. as usual i had to rely solely on the Grace of God to pull through. came back at 11pm dat nite n guess wad, amazingly cud not fall aslp. so lost slp for a 2nd nite in a row n the sunday following was another trying dae.

over the course of last week i'd probably lost slp instaed of regainging slp due to a combination of factors. it was a week of tests and the not so pleasant news flowing in din help either. u noe how it pains ur heart to hear abt ur loved ones suffering, even more so if it's the only person u love. n the "theats" i received frm ttsh regarding my condtion din help matters though i must praise the Lord for the amazing miracle of nt falling ill the past mth despite a crazy slping schedule. perhaps soccer is a healing element?? just kidding lah hahah.

fri nite i decided to turn in early hoping to be fresh ahead of the next day's ne show. alas it was nt to be as i was surprisingly tired agn ytd, perhaps even more tired than the first show. unbelievable. but thank God i din hav the same prob of insomnia agn last nite but todae, wahh, "fantastic" lah u noe. shoik.

tonite i hope to regain slp. after all i finished my acct tut ytd morn, thank God, so i can slp earlier. i pray dat God's spirit wud renew my enrgy n i sincerely hope dat u'll keep me in ur prayers as well. thanks in advance! till then! :)

You leave me breathless…{5:13 PM}
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Love and Understanding

y isnt life based on love n understanding
but more often than nt of fear n intimidation?

p.s. u noe i love u. u noe it.

p.p.s. my blog isnt dead. love isnt dead.

You leave me breathless…{9:43 PM}
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AWAKEN MY SOUL

Found You
The Greatest Love divine
Born again
You DNA inside
I'll stand with You
When faith and fear collide

Called out to be Your salt and light
You hold the Power to define
Heaven waits
For the saints to shine

There must be something more
There must be something more

Awaken my soul!
To who I am in You
Awaken my soul!
You make all things NEW
I can do all things 'thru You
I can do all things 'thru You
Who strengthens me

Found You
The Greatest Love divine
Born again
You DNA inside
I'll stand with You
When faith and fear collide

Called out to be Your salt and light
You hold the Power to define
Heaven waits
For the saints to shine

There must be something more
There must be something more

Awaken my soul!
To who I am in You
Awaken my soul!
You make all things NEW
I can do all things 'thru You
I can do all things 'thru You

Awaken my soul!
To who I am in You
Awaken my soul!
You make all things NEW
I can do all things 'thru You
I can do all things 'thru You
Who strengthens me

Our faith has overcome
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Our faith has overcome this world

Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome
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Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome this world

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Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome this world

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Awaken my soul!
To who I am in You
Awaken my soul!
You make all things NEW
I can do all things 'thru You
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Awaken my soul!
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Awaken my soul!
You make all things NEW
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